My Bipolar Jouranl - Episode 229

My Bipolar Journal – Episode 229

March 7, 2009

It’s Not My Fault

By Boomkat

You know I felt much better when I had you

With me the thunder and lightning was so beautiful

But I awoke from the dream just like i always seem to

It all feels so real



So everybody I know, they know me well

Enough to know to get close, is hard as hell

But that don't mean you shouldn't try

I really think you should try,ay,ay



I 've tried to fight it, but now I am on my knees and,



It's not my fault

If I can’t hold on, I'm not that strong,

Nooo...it's not my fault

Can't you just play along with me.



It's been so long since we slept in the same bed

It's hard to get me alone or get inside my head

Would you prefer me to fake it and cry instead

You say it's like I'm dead



I've tried to fight it, but now I am on my knees and,



It's not my fault

If I can’t hold on, I'm not that strong,

Nooo...it's not my fault

Can't you just play along with me.



I, find that everything I try always falls apart

and crashes and dies and

I, find the strength to try again

oh, I fall to my knees, and pray to begin



It's not my fault

If I can’t hold on, I'm not that strong,

Nooo...it's not my fault

Can't you just play along with me.