My Bipolar Journal – Episode 170
January 24, 2008
It’s amazing to me that not only does marriage stunt someone’s growth, it actually causes a regression in age. When you were a kid you would sneak out of the house to do things your parents didn’t approve of, hang out with people your parents didn’t approve of, lie, cheat and do all sorts of things that your parents never would discover. Then you grow up (at least a little) and you realize it doesn’t matter what your parent’s think. You can fuck up as many times as you want, try as much as you want, go where you want, date/fuck who you want, drink, smoke, SHOW YOUR BOOBS IN PUBLIC if that’s what it took. Then you got married. Oh, yes, not You… you… the collective. Now you sneak out of your own house to do the things your husband/wife doesn’t approve of, hang out with people your husband/wife doesn’t approve of, lie, cheat and do all sorts of things that your husband/wife never would discover. Now, I don’t know about you, but high school wasn’t so fun, why would I go back there. Well, I did and I realized it was too much like being in high school… so just like I did in high school I got the hell out of there. Who the fuck wants this life? Why? I know I go on and on and on about this over and over, but you people keep doing this and then you come to me to ask me why your life is so fucking miserable. Well, I’m telling you why. When you were high school you didn’t know who you were, you spent some time trying to figure it out once you were out of high school, but then you went and lost yourself again and are spending a lot of time trying to figure out who you are once again. You’ve dropped your friends to be “cool” with your new friend and your coming to find out that you shouldn’t have done that. By that point, you’ve made a baby. Now, not only have you lost the ability to find yourself, you have no time to do it and it’s strapped to you for the rest of your life. My advice is to figure out who the fuck you are and who your friends are and don’t take their advise for granted or else it will be too late. Yeah, you know what I’m talking about… you’re just not ALLOWED to admit it. You’ve been grounded for life.
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