I just figure it's been a while since I wrote. I'm still plenty crazy, but there have been no milestones of crazy thought, I suppose. I did have some crazy dreams last night though. My craziest dreams are strangely enough the most normal. The strangest part about them is how clear they are, or if they reoccur. Luckily, they weren't reoccurring because that's a sure sign that I'm having a nightmare. They were pretty basic.
Kyle's moved out of the house now, but my friend, Beth (Betsy Fay) is moving in. I've been friends with her since I was six. I haven't got to hang out with her as much since we've been all adult-like, so it will be good to have her around even though her nose will be stuck in her big school books the whole time.
I'm moving into the living room because that's where I spend all my time anyway. I really, really like that room. It was very comforting when I left Chris.
Chris and I talked last night which was a bit odd, but okay. We fought, we cried, it sucked, it wasn't bad, but we're in for a lot of hell with this house. I hate that he has to move, but it was a bad move in the first place. Doesn't change the fact that we bought the house though or that we need to take responsibility for our actions. It's not so much the financial responsibility. I can't just come up with $8000 just like that anyway, but it's just wanting to get this huge thing out of our lives that still joins us together in some stupid way. He's stressed and upset a lot, but hopefully he's really kicked some of his habits. If that's the only thing I get out of leaving him and supposedly being "the bitch", then I guess something really good came out of it.
We moved up eleven floors at work yesterday. It's a very odd feeling. I can actually seem to feel the air thinning. The elevator ride up to the 19th floor is motion sickness. Too many stops and starts now. You have to drop everyone off, pick people up.... it's just obnoxious.
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