My Bipolar Journal - Episode 180

My Bipolar Journal – Episode 180

February 26, 2008

So many people are overly concerned about nonsense. So many people are waiting for a President, a Leader, a General to make things completely right for them… or an entire country. The thing is and the beauty of Humanity in a sense is that we’ll never all agree. You may be right. It might be a Ron Paul or a black man or a woman or a Bush or a God to end the revolution of sin that we all experience, no matter how we all interpret sin. In the long run though, the beauty of it all is that we still experience the right to disagree with our own so-called leaders. It’s the comfort that I have that I didn’t have to walk into my 7^th grade class and bow down to an idol, whether it be Buda, Moses, God or Music.

It’s always going to be a bother to me that anyone thinks that any one way is the right way because we are all naive and stupid to think that any of us are right. I know what I believe. Does it make me correct? No way. I guess that’s why politics are so boring to me and religions so aggravating. No one has a right to say that there is no other option than their own. No one should have a right to enter the world in a non-thinking manner. No one should be condemned for being pro-life because if you’re pro-choice, you should respect my choice to be pro-life.

Being close-minded doesn’t only depend on you thinking that there is free love or music that can make you giggle while you’re tripping on shrooms or that not eating meat is the only lifestyle that is worthwhile and complete or even healthy.

In the end… we’re all wrong. Every decision we make will be wrong in some way. Even the ones we make right. Living forever or longer is a decision that we’re all trying to make at being immortal. Me… I’d rather bite it when everything is perfect and I feel complete. Even if I were 12 when I feel that.

There’s no immortality. There’s no right answer. There’s no perfect candidate. There’s no perfect society or decision that any person that we make for ourselves or that someone else can make for us that will make us happy. The only thing that can make us happy is that we are truly ourselves at all costs. No matter whom we agree with or connect with or agree with in our lives.

Everything is confusing and sad and that shouldn’t be such a bad thing all the time.