So, no more shows for a while. Well, there are shows. I will enjoy them, but it's just not the same as doing stuff, being involved in the moment. There's still plenty to do, plenty to be involved with, but it's not the same as being in the moment of the show, with people you adore as friends and humans and musicians and just surviving those moments, if nothing else. I haven't enjoyed working so much for such a long time. I love that it's new, something different. I love knowing what I'm good at. I don't like knowing what I'm not so good at. So, the next five weeks I'm going to work at getting good at it.
For now, I'm exhausted. I'm watching Heroes, trying to get caught up and relaxing. I'm bored, but I kind of like that. There is stuff to do, but I'm just completely burnt out. Sigh.... enough for now. Going to lie around for the rest of the night.
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