Sunday, March 16, 2008

My Bipolar Journal - Episode 186

My Bipolar Journal – Episode 186

I just don’t know.

Everything that is truly awesome is all the shit that truly sucks.

I want to be this friend that mean something to the people that mean something to me, but all the things that I try to make up for, the things my friends didn’t do for me at some points, get all confusing and mangled and, well, whatever a word is for things that people see when their mangled and confusing and tangled…. Yeah, tangled.

I want people to make their own mistakes just like I did. I want people to see the things that I’ve learned before it’s too late even though I know that no one will see anything until it’s the right time for them. I know that we are the last ones to ever know who we are. Our friends see it and their so quiet. I’m so mad at so many people for that. Even if I hadn’t believed you, I would have respected you for having the balls to call me out once I realized it for myself. Yeah, I get that sometimes it draws you further away at points, but who are we to call anyone wrong.

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