My Bipolar Journal - Episode 133

My Bipolar Journal – Episode 133

October 16, 2007

FIVE DAYS UNTIL I START FIXING MY SHIT
THIRTY-NINE DAYS UNTIL RECOVERY

So, I'm off to be seen in public. Tomorrow I go to the doctor, which is weird. I haven't been to any doctor in almost three years. Needless to say... it is time. I've had to leave the house to talk to my boss, go to the bank and pay my bills. Very disappointing.

People have been sending me love messages and all that sort of thing, so thanks and all, but, seriously.... don't get too involved. I'll just ruin our friendship.

Things that have made me angry beyond belief for the day: 1

1. Banks - Banks have always made me angry. In the past year, I have gone completely cash only and it has been so much more gratifying. I don't struggle nearly as much as I used to. So the bitch at the bank tells me today as I'm cashing my check, "You know, you wouldn't get charged $8 if you had an account with us," whereas I respond, "You'll have a lot more than $8 of mine if you open me a bank account." I get out my ID at the bank where I get my check cashed every single week and she says it's not a real idea because it's a temporary license. She goes to her manager who is also a cunt and decides it's not a real ID. FUCK YOU WHORE! The manager gets on the phone with someone else because apparently she really is a fucking moron. I tell her it's my only ID. If I show one of my old ID's to a police officer it is not valid, so why is my valid ID not an ID. She goes through an entire stint that takes, I kid you not, about twenty minutes before she'll cash my fucking check. I can't help it you're too stupid to know what a temporary driver's license is. She refused to even call it that. She kept calling it a temporary ID and, yes I corrected her.... every... single.... time. Finally she does making me late to get to my car insurance place to pay my bill. Fortunately, he has a drop box, so it's fine, but still. I told the bitch that if one more person in their office asked me why I didn't open a bank account with them that I would always think fondly on this story. Cunt face.

Things that made me cry today: 0

These numbers may change as I'm on my way to the bar.