Sunday, April 27, 2008

My Bipolar Journal - Episode 201

My Bipolar Journal – Episode 201

April 27, 2008

It’s not about getting off and it’s not about love. Sarah Jessica Parker said it almost perfectly as Carrie Bradshaw in Sex in the City when she said, “I need to feel the weight of a man on top of me.” I need to hear the way a man reacts to me touching him. I need to smell the smell of sex and watch a man’s face when he’s satisfied. I need to taste the salty sweat of skin and the moist sweetness of the inside of his mouth.

Trouble is, I’m so damned picky. I have a certain look, model, make, size and year that I prefer. It’s harder for me to pick a man to do than a car to drive. And once I pick one, they may not prefer my look, model, make, size or year. Guys say it’s so easy for a girl to get done and surely it would be if we weren’t so damned picky.

I’m sorry for those of you who feel uncomfortable with me saying this. I’m more sorry that you have to feel uncomfortable though and not the least bit sorry that I would say it.

1 comment:

jennifer said...

In reality we should be more pickier when it comes to choosing a mate than a car. If you think about it, we'll probably have a car for like 5 years, but a mate (in theory) we'll have for the rest of our lives.