My Bipolar Journal – Episode 63
May 20, 2007
I don't know why I'm writing right now. I just kind of feel off I suppose. I've just been sitting here all day trying to get some work done, spending a lot of time on the computer with my brand new FriendBlasterPro v7. I figured it was time to being harassing you all much more than I already do. Actually, it's mostly just for the business accounts.
I think I'm just feeling as though thing aren't fair or something. I'm sitting around feeling slightly sorry for myself. I'm worried about people I care about and hurt that they don't care enough to let me know they're okay. I'm not ashamed of the fact that I care too much, but it does turn around and nip me in the ass quite often. It leaves me uncomfortable and worried and makes me doubt myself more. It's stupid and hurtful and makes me feel mentally retarded.
There should be a foundation.
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