My Bipolar Journal – Episode 64
May 23, 2007
Are you ready for it people? Are you? I don't think you can handle it. Some of you will weep with joy, some of you will weep with jealousy and some of you will weep for yourselves. All I know is that if I cry at all it will be because of the tears of joy.
You remember all those times that you woke up early and thought, "God, I want to sleep in"? Remember all those times where you said, "Where have the years gone and I never got to do what I really wanted to do?" Remember all the moments that you got into your dress pants and skirts and suits and got into elevators and couldn't think of anything better to talk about except the weather or anything better to do than get married and make babies because you felt like your life wasn't fulfilled. That you couldn't bear to talk about anything else because you couldn't bear the thought of talking about your job.
I NO LONGER HAVE THAT! Well, not after Friday. Which probably mean that I'll die on Saturday, but point being that I get to know one thing. I actually reached my goal. I said I would not have a day job! I would have a job doing what I love and someone would pay me to do it! I would make the most of my life and just survive without having to be miserable at work. I would find the thing that I loved to find to do and find a way to make that my job! And I would do it by the time I was thirty. I have done it and DAMMIT! if I'm not even more proud of myself and fuck you all if you think that's vain or selfish of me.
More to come....
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